Pure Drivel

I am wondering what to write because the words just wont come to me... Its very seldom that something like this happens.. Usually, I have the words for all occasions.. But somehow, these days, my words have abandonded me too.. Not that I should be complaining.. I was talking to a friend the other day and she said, 'we should complain you know.. cuz it helps'... Well, most of my complaining just leads me nowhere.. So I wont complain... I miss my city and my friends.. I know its gonna be a while before I see either but then, that is how life is.. I had lots of work this past week.. I still might have a lot more work before this week is over.. I like having work.. Gives me something to do.. for ages now, I have believed in this one line that has gotten me through a lot of things.. 'Good things happen to good people'.. But lately, I am losing faith... Seems that this is just another stupid line of mine... which works in utopia but not in real life.. All I see is good things happening to bad people... My best friend N tells me that life moves on and doesnt wait for nebody.. but does it really? Guess its upto the person really.. and I will eventually.. and I have no idea what I am writing... just need to get things out of my system... I went to the lake late last night... threw some rocks in the water... thats wat I do usually when I go there.... But like Forrest Gump says, 'Sometimes, I guess there's just not enough rocks'...

my lyrics for today:
Time, why you punish me?
Like a wave bashing into the shore
You wash away my dreams.
Time, why you walk away?
Like a friend with somewhere to go
You left me crying
Can you teach me about tommorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time
.....
Can you teach me about tomorrow
All the pain and sorrow
Running free?
But tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in...
Time is wasting
Time is walking
You ain't no friend of mine
I don't know where i'm goin'
I think I'm out of my mind
Thinking about time
And if I die tomorrow, yeah
Just lay me down in sleep
Time, you left me standing there
Like a tree growing all alone
The wind just stripped me bare, stripped me bare
Time, the past has come and gone
The future's far away
Now only lasts for one second, one second
Can you teach me about tomorrow
And all the pain and sorrow
Running free?
'Cause tomorrow's just another day
And I don't believe in time


Hootie and the Blowfish - Time