Drunken revelry!

I have consumed an equivalent of a twelve-pack of beer and hence watever I write in this post should be weighted according to that fact... Not that I intend to write things that might create a controversy in the very small readership of this blog..... But still, a disclaimer is always the safest bet ;)...

I believe that there is nothing more precious in this world than the friends that you make in your lifetime... I have been blessed with a great number of the most amazing friends ever.. and I thank each one of them for standing me and my follies... Especially those people who've seen me at my worst and gotten me out of it.... Clatix dude, I love you for that talk that you gave me ( you remember when, i'm sure)... My dear roommates, all of them, Dev, Nitin, Suma, SpyD (1st year) and Ani, Anand and Prashant... The best people I could ever live with.. Made my time all the more amazing... Alpa and Nitin V..... guys we need to play 304 again :)... rush.. my favourite.. Navvo my dearest friend.. my sounding board... my lightning rod.. Gunjan, the longest sufferer of them all...

I'm so damn lucky... and so damn drunk :)... not really.. but yeah.. I always wanted to thank the people who make my life worth its while.. There are a lot more people that I fail to mention I'm sure, but they know how important they are to me... I guess its easier to get away with a lot of things when u're high.... I remember telling a certain person how much I hated her at that time, allegedly under the influence of alcohol.. The truth was, I really wanted to tell that person that I hated the way she behaved with me and I cudnt get myself to do it cuz she was a dear dear friend... But when u're high, u can get away with almost nething...

I always feel that looking back at one's life is a sign of having nothing to look forward to... The more we look towards the has been, the lesser certainity we have of the will be... Mabbe its just the way it is... Or mabbe there is some reason why we do it.. My point is, either of them is wrong.. Life I believe, is wat we have right now.. Not what has gone by or what might be... Most of us live in denial... and end our lives as cynics.. I see it everywhere... In most of the people i meet.. I see it when I look in the mirror goddamnit... I intend to change that... despair not for the present can be changed..... and its upto oneself, if they want to do it or not...

I'm so tired and decently high..... and yet sleep evades me... the doctor had two words for me, 'think less'... I had two words for him.. 'fuck you' :).... I didnt say that ofcourse... but I wanted to.. the human mind is programmed to think... how can i not think.. its stupid to even ask me not to think.. neways.. chuck that...

I wanted to leave with the message of god to all mankind (according to the amazingly funny book 'the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy').. 'I apologize for the inconvenience'... Danke ani for such an amazing recommendation.. You are so right about this book....

my lyrics for today:

Never made it as a wise man

I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealing

Tired of living like a blind man

I’m sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I’m mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down,To the bottom of every bottle

It’s the words in my head

Scream are we having fun yet?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, noYeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

It’s not like you didn’t know that

I said I love you and I swear I still do

And it must have been so bad

Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how, you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how, you remind me

Of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I’m mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down,To the bottom of every bottle

It’s the words in my headScream are we having fun yet?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, noYeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, noYeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

How you remind me : Nickelback (Play it reaaaaaaaaaaaaallllly loud in your car.. trust me, its worth it)