There are things that I've been known for but laziness shouldnt be one of them... and yet thats what I've been when it comes to this blog... Which is a sad thing.. But I guess I was taking a break from everything.. Its been an amazing 3 weeks (almost..) since I've come back... both in good things and not so good things... and yet, here I am smiling at the end of it all.. Thats the change in me.... ever since I've come back...

Of course coming back means that "road wars : return of the road rage" was released in my head ;)... god the driving sense of the people in Delhi needs soming serious upgrading... But I guess thats 2 1/2 years on Minnesotan roads thats talking.. had I stayed in a big city like Chicago/New York mabbe I wudnt have felt too much change... eh??? Besides that, Delhi is still the same... crowded in the day time, amazingly silent at nights... The "boorish" people (as I've read on a lot of blogs) are still "boorish" (though I dont think Delhi people can ever be defined as "boorish"... flashy and loud mabbe... but not boorish)... I dont think that there is one person who can ever stay here for some amount of time and not come to love this place.... There is just something about this city... It makes you not want to leave... You just have to open up to it... Most people who just visit for a few days dont realize just how much this city has to offer.. All I've heard from people who've visited Delhi, is that its hot and polluted and the traffic is crazy.... Now I dont think that any city in India right now is not hot/polluted/has crazy traffic... Give me any of your haven cities like Bangalore and Pune and they have the same problems.... Maybe people who have these misconceptions about Delhi should visit sometime... Come and stay with me... I'll show you why I love this place... :)

P.S. : This was mainly for all those Pune crazy people I know ;)... "Gaonwalloh ko waise bhi shahar zyada pasand nahin aate"... LOL!!

my lyrics for today:

I see trees of green........ red roses too
I see ’em bloom..... for me and for you
And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue..... clouds of white
Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world.

The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands.....sayin’.. how do you do
They’re really sayin’......i love you.

I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow
They’ll learn much more.....than I’ll never know
And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world

And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself .......what a wonderful world


What a wonderful world : Louis B. Armstrong

Sometimes, its really hard to leave... and yet, you know its the best thing you can do... I believe in doing things and then not regretting them afterwards.. There have been some bad decisions in my life which I've had to pay for over and over but still, I dont regret them... This one, wasnt hasty (as a lot of people think it was) or short-sighted or taken because of other things (most of you know what I mean)... it wasnt.. It was just something that I had to do.. Unfortunately, noone agrees with me... I did what I thought was best for me.. someday, I'll be able to justify it as well... mabbe not today... not even in the near future mabbe.. But I will... This is the best and only explanation I can give...

And yes it feels great to be home... *wink* to everyone who hasnt been home in a long long time... You guys oughta do it :)

my lyrics for today:

And I remember what she said to me
How she swore that it never would end
I remember how she held me oh so tight
Wish I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then

Against the wind
We were runnin’ against the wind
We were young and strong, we were runnin’
Against the wind

And the years rolled slowly past
And I found myself alone
Surrounded bv stranners I thought were my friends
I found myself further and further from my home
And I guess I lost my way
There were oh so many roads
I was living to run and running to live
Never worried about paying or even how much I owed
Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time
Breaking all of the rules that would bend
I began to find myself searchin’
Searching for shelter again and again
Against the wind
A little something against the wind
I found myself seeking shelter against the wind

Bob Seger - Against the Wind (Forrest Gump Soundtrack)

My latest desktop wallpaper..

Its better to burn out then fade away... believe it!!!!!